emo day

Today's just sad lar....

Starting the day with a short flu, well I didn't expect to get better before class starts, half way inside MMU Campus...Just about to turn into the parking lot, save and sound. Then comes.........

BOOM BAAM BIANG!!

I came in collision with a motor....

sienz!!! Lost Rm250 for that..but anyhow, no matter how you langgar with any motor it's always the 4-wheel vehicle's fault. Sigh..This is how I would feel like if I'm stil pissed off/in a bad mood:


tmd yo ccb~~
walao, ani sueh hari ini
yo knnbaccb~
!@##$^$%&^*


Ok I'm just joking...Likewise if I'm in a serious good mood, even though after all these shits, I would be like this:


I shall accept this incident with open hands
as thou wind blows, and cleanse thee
suffer me not, for thou has guided thee
thru thicken woods....with rm250 ~_~


So strong... xD

Well...I gotta thank my mom for reaching Bukit Beruang just at the right time, especially in a desperate situation. If she wasn't there probably the whole thing haven't settled til tomorrow.

I was expecting a long lecture and praying hard it would end soon, who knows...upon reaching home with a worry smile on my face, my dad's still calm and cool, despite the damages done....even going out for late supper that rarely occurs @@

Guess I'm grateful enough things didn't turn out the way I expected, but for sure these few days I won't be driving around until the car is fixed. (hehe..til then for some people, get another transport xD) I don't like showing how badly it is, but if you're dying to know you can just click the link below.

overall view

front view

side view

signal view

conclusion

LoL..okok last one wasn't mine T_T

looking thru

I was just looking through some of my old post in MySpace

Then I was reading about how I almost fainted during PJK

ugh..2day was 1 of d worst experience i ever had...it was on PJ time...PJ is gd rite?? u dun hav to think much like add math, u can streeeeeeeeeeeeeeetch all ur stiff body and by chance u'll hear sum cracks...and most important, hav fun!!

it was ok lar at start...our t'cher got us down(dun think wrong) and make us do push-ups for 30 secs(strain my hands), den later hav to do....erm...front push-ups? nt sure wat its called..again, 30 secs(strain my backbone)..afterward we hav to check our flexibility(onli +6), hav to sit down stretch all d way to ur toe...hurt my body for tat...soon later we hav to run d whole padang field, 2 LAPS!!!!! i haven run for so long...stressed out and hurt my body (leg d most) den we all got 5 minit break...shud b ok by tat time...den later ajak myself go play football (haha, syok sendiri) i onli played for 15 minits...suddenly head feelin dizzy..so i stop lar..jus when im bout to change, BOOM! a major headache strike me, my stomach feel like vomiting, very hard for me even speak..i can barely stand..i can even barely breathe....

so i lean on d red tiang..wher guys change their clothes..i cant even move, or even think at all..den when i tried to open my eyes, OMG, i can see nth at all...its total darkness, nth but black, or white...im so damn worried..i cant even see wher am i..den i bersungguh sungguh tried to get up...my legs stil "wubblely" den i had i sit down...i stil cant see anythin...slowly my vision is recoverin..i can finally see things infront of me..but its all in black, white and grey...mou tin tin suddenly i see everythin in red in 1 blink....terkejut sial...see plants in red..den slowly i can see green color..blue....den blend in all d color...

k, got my vision back..but stil feelin hard to breathe...my frens told me i look damn pucat like a ghost..both lips hav gone white..stil feelin cold....(wish they snap a photo of me like tat, i wanna see..) den later can stand up ledi...im able to walk at last...stil need to rest...

k lar i stil got hw to do...jus glad tat things went back to normal after recess...and wanna say thx for all my frens who helped me tat time, all those who givs support when im reli reli reli reli reil down, THANKS, without u guys i think i hav to attend hospital ledi

alrite gtg, all d best every1, ciao

-EdwiN-


Wah....I nearly forgoten that event. Means I gotta brush up on my stamina ASAP


Looked again on how I got LosT emotionally


its almost 5am...12.30 i slept, den 4.30 i got up....nt sure y i cant sleep well..mus hav been those dreams im havin, yeah....n those dreams im gonna face dem soon..n i meant SOON! haha, dun ask wat izit yet, cuz its stil unsure...3 hours to 7....wat am i thinkin actually...i mean, wat's so complicated bout it anyway? wat makes it so ez, yet so hard to und? bet u all can guess...yeah, besides life it's love...but i cant say i reach there yet..n tat's d thing im worried..from wat i can say, we can hav a bright future being 2gether...yet, i stil hav tis awkward n weird feelin, n i duno wat izit...i duno...din reli giv tat much details here, so...nt tat useful >.<

i can jus say..i feel kinda lost now...new n inexperience, nt-so-kind-of-ez-goin-person after all...so frens out there, if u happen to read it, pls giv sum advice wher u dun normally c tat person post blogs, haha, anyway, if u actually read tis i jus wanna say thx for readin, pis aot =)

now onli 5.30 -_-"


Wooh...a lot of grammar errors, of course now still got lah.

Good memories.....I guess it's good to blog after all; you get recall back some of your past memories other than diary of course (suppose to start a few years ago, but never even bother to write due to laziness, so might as well blog them in) =D



Makes me wonder is Blogspot or MySpace gonna shutdown their servers anytime soon =/

lovey-dovey sickness

I'm feeling sick.....


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Really really sick.

Lately I've been kinda sick since last 2 weeks, and it's been going on since.

I believe I'm in a love-sick situation now...but that doesn't mean I have to be SICK FOR REAL.


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If someone gets sick, normally it'll last just for a couple of days or so. I on the other hand...getting multiple combos of sickness one after the another. It's like, after this sick's gone, another sickness feeling comes up.

I still remember last week I had a minor warm fever, but just for a few days. Then after that, a few days later I had a stomachache, probably had been eating wrong lately. Got a small flu on the 1st day of 2nd semester, having another stomachache again the day after Deepavali, then today...constantly burping egg-gases ever since this morning.


siput sawa


I recalled back probably because I was eating things which was kinda exotic, which was eating snails for the 1st time, and had a strange taste...but I'll put more about it next post.


if you can't eat snails, you can't go Fear Factor =x


The last time I had this same situation (almost) is when I was still in secondary school. Maybe it's karma. Maybe I'm just falling sick for my other side to balance the chi around.


karma?


chi!!


It's just a belief, but it could be many other reasons too. LoL okok I'm talking senseless. But now I'm stil burping those weird egg-gases again...My mom told me it's a sign that I'm gonna puke in a matter of time.


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Walao!! TakNak ler...Am I missing falling sick that BADLY??? Sigh...hoping in time to come things will get better around, and this egg-gas-syndrome will end soon T_T